A Dream of Fair Women
By Alfred Lord Tennyson
I read, before my eyelids dropt their shade,
The Legend of Good Women, long ago
Sung by the morning star of song, who made
His music heard below;
Dan Chaucer, the first warbler, whose sweet breath
Preluded those melodious bursts that fill
The spacious times of great Elizabeth
With sounds that echo still.
And, for a while, the knowledge of his art
Held me above the subject, as strong gales
Hold swollen clouds from raining, tho my heart,
Brimful of those wild tales,
Charged both mine eyes with tears. In every land
I saw, wherever light illumineth,
Beauty and anguish walking hand in hand
The downward slope to death.
Those far-renowned brides of ancient song
Peopled the hollow dark, like burning stars,
And I heard sounds of insult, shame, and wrong,
And trumpets blown for wars;
And clattering flints batterd with clanging hoofs;
And I saw crowds in columnd sanctuaries;
And forms that passd at windows and on roofs
Of marble palaces;
Corpses across the threshold; heroes tall
Dislodging pinnacle and parapet
Upon the tortoise creeping to the wall;
Lances in ambush set;
And high shrine-doors burst thro with heated blasts
That run before the fluttering tongues of fire;
White surf wind-scatterd over sails and masts,
And ever climbing higher;
Squadrons and squares of men in brazen plates,
Scaffolds, still sheets of water, divers woes,
Ranges of glimmering vaults with iron grates,
And hushd seraglios.
So shape chased shape as swift as, when to land
Bluster the winds and tides the self-same way,
Crisp foam-flakes scud along the level sand,
Torn from the fringe of spray.
I started once, or seemd to start in pain,
Resolved on noble things, and strove to speak,
As when a great thought strikes along the brain,
And flushes all the cheek.
And once my arm was lifted to hew down
A cavalier from off his saddle-bow,
That bore a lady from a leaguerd town;
And then, I know not how,
All those sharp fancies, by down-lapsing thought
Streamd onward, lost their edges, and did creep
Rolld on each other, rounded, smoothd, and brought
Into the gulfs of sleep.
At last methought that I had wanderd far
In an old wood: fresh-washd in coolest dew
The maiden splendours of the morning star
Shook in the stedfast blue.
Enormous elm-tree-boles did stoop and lean
Upon the dusky brushwood underneath
Their broad curved branches, fledged with clearest green,
New from its silken sheath.
The dim red morn had died, her journey done,
And with dead lips smiled at the twilight plain,
Half-falln across the threshold of the sun,
Never to rise again.
There was no motion in the dumb dead air,
Not any song of bird or sound of rill;
Gross darkness of the inner sepulchre
Is not so deadly still
As that wide forest. Growths of jasmine turnd
Their humid arms festooning tree to tree,
And at the root thro lush green grasses burnd
The red anemone.
I knew the flowers, I knew the leaves, I knew
The tearful glimmer of the languid dawn
On those long, rank, dark wood-walks drenchd in dew,
Leading from lawn to lawn.
The smell of violets, hidden in the green,
Pourd back into my empty soul and frame
The times when I remember to have been
Joyful and free from blame.
And from within me a clear under-tone
Thrilld thro mine ears in that unblissful clime,
Pass freely thro: the wood is all thine own,
Until the end of time.
At length I saw a lady within call,
Stiller than chiselld marble, standing there;
A daughter of the gods, divinely tall,
And most divinely fair.
Her loveliness with shame and with surprise
Froze my swift speech: she turning on my face
The star-like sorrows of immortal eyes,
Spoke slowly in her place.
I had great beauty: ask thou not my name:
No one can be more wise than destiny.
Many drew swords and died. Whereer I came
I brought calamity.
No marvel, sovereign lady: in fair field
Myself for such a face had boldly died,
I answerd free; and turning I appeald
To one that stood beside.
But she, with sick and scornful looks averse,
To her full height her stately stature draws;
My youth, she said, was blasted with a curse:
This woman was the cause.
I was cut off from hope in that sad place,
Which men calld Aulis in those iron years:
My father held his hand upon his face;
I, blinded with my tears,
Still strove to speak: my voice was thick with sighs
As in a dream. Dimly I could descry
The stern black-bearded kings with wolfish eyes,
Waiting to see me die.
The high masts flickerd as they lay afloat;
The crowds, the temples, waverd, and the shore;
The bright death quiverd at the victims throat;
Touchd; and I knew no more.
Whereto the other with a downward brow:
I would the white cold heavy-plunging foam,
Whirld by the wind, had rolld me deep below,
Then when I left my home.
Her slow full words sank thro the silence drear,
As thunder-drops fall on a sleeping sea:
Sudden I heard a voice that cried, Come here,
That I may look on thee.
I turning saw, throned on a flowery rise,
One sitting on a crimson scarf unrolld;
A queen, with swarthy cheeks and bold black eyes,
Brow-bound with burning gold.
She, flashing forth a haughty smile, began:
I governd men by change, and so I swayd
All moods. Tis long since I have seen a man.
Once, like the moon, I made
The ever-shifting currents of the blood
According to my humour ebb and flow.
I have no men to govern in this wood:
That makes my only woe.
Nayyet it chafes me that I could not bend
One will; nor tame and tutor with mine eye
That dull cold-blooded Csar. Prythee, friend,
Where is Mark Antony?
The man, my lover, with whom I rode sublime
On Fortunes neck: we sat as God by God:
The Nilus would have risen before his time
And flooded at our nod.
We drank the Libyan Sun to sleep, and lit
Lamps which out-burnd Canopus. O my life
In Egypt! O the dalliance and the wit,
The flattery and the strife,
And the wild kiss, when fresh from wars alarms,
My Hercules, my Roman Antony,
My mailed Bacchus leapt into my arms,
Contented there to die!
And there he died: and when I heard my name
Sighd forth with life I would not brook my fear
Of the other: with a worm I balkd his fame.
What else was left? look here!
(With that she tore her robe apart, and half
The polishd argent of her breast to sight
Laid bare. Thereto she pointed with a laugh,
Showing the aspicks bite.)
I died a Queen. The Roman soldier found
Me lying dead, my crown about my brows,
A name for ever!lying robed and crownd,
Worthy a Roman spouse.
Her warbling voice, a lyre of widest range
Struck by all passion, did fall down and glance
From tone to tone, and glided thro all change
Of liveliest utterance.
When she made pause I knew not for delight;
Because with sudden motion from the ground
She raised her piercing orbs, and filld with light
The interval of sound.
Still with their fires Love tipt his keenest darts;
As once they drew into two burning rings
All beams of Love, melting the mighty hearts
Of captains and of kings.
Slowly my sense undazzled. Then I heard
A noise of some one coming thro the lawn,
And singing clearer than the crested bird
That claps his wings at dawn.
The torrent brooks of hallowd Israel
From craggy hollows pouring, late and soon,
Sound all night long, in falling thro the dell,
Far-heard beneath the moon.
The balmy moon of blessed Israel
Floods all the deep-blue gloom with beams divine:
All night the splinterd crags that wall the dell
With spires of silver shine.
As one that museth where broad sunshine laves
The lawn by some cathedral, thro the door
Hearing the holy organ rolling waves
Of sound on roof and floor
Within, and anthem sung, is charmd and tied
To where he stands,so stood I, when that flow
Of music left the lips of her that died
To save her fathers vow;
The daughter of the warrior Gileadite,
A maiden pure; as when she went along
From Mizpehs towerd gate with welcome light,
With timbrel and with song.
My words leapt forth: Heaven heads the count of crimes
With that wild oath. She renderd answer high:
Not so, nor once alone; a thousand times
I would be born and die.
Single I grew, like some green plant, whose root
Creeps to the garden water-pipes beneath,
Feeding the flower; but ere my flower to fruit
Changed, I was ripe for death.
My God, my land, my fatherthese did move
Me from my bliss of life, that Nature gave,
Lowerd softly with a threefold cord of love
Down to a silent grave.
And I went mourning, No fair Hebrew boy
Shall smile away my maiden blame among
The Hebrew mothersemptied of all joy,
Leaving the dance and song,
Leaving the olive-gardens far below,
Leaving the promise of my bridal bower,
The valleys of grape-loaded vines that glow
Beneath the battled tower.
The light white cloud swam over us. Anon
We heard the lion roaring from his den;
We saw the large white stars rise one by one,
Or, from the darkend glen,
Saw God divide the night with flying flame,
And thunder on the everlasting hills.
I heard Him, for He spake, and grief became
A solemn scorn of ills.
When the next moon was rolld into the sky,
Strength came to me that equalld my desire.
How beautiful a thing it was to die
For God and for my sire!
It comforts me in this one thought to dwell,
That I subdued me to my fathers will;
Because the kiss he gave me, ere I fell,
Sweetens the spirit still.
Moreover it is written that my race
Hewd Ammon, hip and thigh, from Aroer
On Arnon unto Minneth. Here her face
Glowd, as I lookd at her.
She lockd her lips: she left me where I stood:
Glory to God, she sang, and past afar,
Thridding the sombre boskage of the wood,
Toward the morning-star.
Losing her carol I stood pensively,
As one that from a casement leans his head,
When midnight bells cease ringing suddenly,
And the old year is dead.
Alas! alas! a low voice, full of care,
Murmurd beside me: Turn and look on me:
I am that Rosamond, whom men call fair,
If what I was I be.
Would I had been some maiden coarse and poor!
O me, that I should ever see the light!
Those dragon eyes of angerd Eleanor
Do hunt me, day and night.
She ceased in tears, fallen from hope and trust:
To whom the Egyptian: O, you tamely died!
You should have clung to Fulvias waist, and thrust
The dagger thro her side.
With that sharp sound the white dawns creeping beams,
Stoln to my brain, dissolved the mystery
Of folded sleep. The captain of my dreams
Ruled in the eastern sky.
Morn broadend on the borders of the dark,
Ere I saw her, who claspd in her last trance
Her murderd fathers head, or Joan of Arc,
A light of ancient France;
Or her who knew that Love can vanquish Death,
Who kneeling, with one arm about her king,
Drew forth the poison with her balmy breath,
Sweet as new buds in Spring.
No memory labours longer from tbe deep
Gold-mines of thought to lift the hidden ore
That glimpses, moving up, than I from sleep
To gather and tell oer
Each little sound and sight. With what dull pain
Compassd, how eagerly I sought to strike
Into that wondrous track of dreams again!
But no two dreams are like.
As when a soul laments, which hath been blest,
Desiring what is mingled with past years,
In yearnings that can never be exprest
By signs or groans or tears;
Because all words, tho culld with choicest art,
Failing to give the bitter of the sweet,
Wither beneath the palate, and the heart
Faints, faded by its heat.